I just opened and browsed the message archived in my phone, found the last short message that I received from him. Since in here, I never send him any message, as I always call him to communicate every week.
I was at the waiting room at that time, before took my flight from Jakarta to Stockholm, last august 2010, when sent him message, said that I am ok, and I want to say goodbye and I got that reply.
And now when I read that message again, suddenly I cry, the same thing that I did when I sat at that waiting room. Remembering why I want to go to here, why I am here, and what I am looking for, and how much I am surrounded by people that I love and love me, that sacrifice a lot of things so I have chance for a better life.
I hope Allah always take care of him. I hope i can make him proud sooner. I hope I can release what he is worried about me.
"Iya papa doakan, insyaallah adek akan baik – baik saja. Dan dengan usaha maksimal akan sukses semua. Kami semua sayang sama adek, sesampai nanti kirim kabar ya. Bila adek susah, senantiasa berdoa dan shalat tahajud, dan meminta sama Allah, Tuhan maha pengasih dan penyayang." Papa, August 16th, 2010
I love you papa, and I miss you, a lot.
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